someone else in her heart

She has someone else already. That was fast.

sigh

One sentence explains it all.

Passing by...

Will slowly and steady win the race?

It was really time for breaks. Now I really see the difference in plans but ain't giving up and trying to take/do things slowly.

An unfilial child

Eventually I'm a failure to my parents. Made and said too many goals in life but have never succeed. Causing worries to them especially to my hot-tempered dad. He totally gave up on me. So be it.

botak!

Having the sudden eager to cut botak! Should or should not? Hmmm!

happy birthday to you! :)

Happy birthday to you! :) Apologise for the cakes that I bought. :x I have such a lousy selection of cakes. :x

pain of rejection

Feeling painful from rejection for meet ups.

trying hard but no outcome

A firm decision made is hard to change. Sigh.

stupid me

Why am I so hesitate and indecisive?

time to stop drinking!

It's time for me to stop drinking every night and not wasting such money! Have been calculating my expenses and just realize that I have been spending a lot for the past two weeks! Ah!

Turned 20!

Turned 20 yesterday! Time flies too fast. Suddenly feeling so old when I hit the big 2!

Working at citibank is starting suck! Paid highed but get fucks by a new colleague with a childish behave. Serious can't stay him. It has been a sucky 2 months of work since he came in. Working with him is like working with an idiot! Only knows how to smoke. Still have 1 month plus to tahan!!!!!!

Celebrated my bday at home with parents then had a marketing and RM gathering at Mambo! I feel so young when with them.

The starter drink they ordered for me was Flaming lambo! It was totally yucky and I totally knock out after 30mins!

Being to think back of school days, it is better to study then to work now!

thank you for wishing me happy birthday, you were the first to wish one and was super delighted. It totally lighten my day. I still miss you.

Screw my life!

It has been a fuck up week at work and home!

Can't stand my father's childish behaviour! Since he wants to give up on me so be it! There is only a NO word in his vocabulary!

Working has been sucky! Fucking hate one of my colleague! CB he la! Rely on me to clear up his super messy and blaming me for his own messy!

Its really a shitty place to work at though can get paid high!

It was stupid of me to go extend my contract! I could have a 2 months holiday but now only 1! super sian.

But during work, I didn't really thought of going back school. Most of my colleagues are like encouraging to quit school and just continue working. Its like f ing tempting la! But NO WAY! still got a few more months to my graduation. Can't wait to get enlisted and finish stupid NS!

Recently, many friends relationship has failed including mine too. CBAW is a place where we got dumped. Not really a good working environment to work at, too many rumors and gossip can be known to everyone in the department. Trying to tell myself that there is still a chance. But deep down, I know it is totally over, I'm just lying to myself day by day. It is hard for me to let go and I don't give up so easily. I'm still guessing if you have really let it go. I think that it would have been easier for you to have done so.