today i got my o level chinese and i cant i failed..i got a D7 fucking result i got..
so depressed sia..i tot i would be able to pass..stupid day i hate today..

went home and didnt dare to face my parents cos will always start quarrelling wif my dad..i oso don one why i have been quarrelling wif him for the past few months sia..we use to be close to each other but now haiya..oso dono why..

damn fucked up this few days sia..i nid to start my preparation for o level liao and improve my chinese and chem.. i wan to get a B3 for science and at least a B4 for chinese..nid to CHIONG liao..

today finali went out of the house..so bored sia stay at home..went to airport to fetch my mom back from K.L..the flight so long sia keep re-timimg..i wait until want to rot already sia..Malaysia air not good sia keep delay..

After that rush down to vivo and meet penguin, vili and tin..omg i was late for 1hour sia.. sorry guys..then i jiu treated them eat donut as a punishment for being late..then we went walk walk lor.. then went to the top and relax and see senecery again..then we at there chat lor..

around six plus we all went home but i wen to my aunt house at kemb..alamark my turn to wait for ppl sia somemore wait as all as my friends wait for me sia..old man liao veri slow de so cant blame..haha..eat dinner there then watched soccer.. Sunderland won Spurs..omg..Roy Keane is not bad manager sia..haha

me and my cousin..

today i had to wake up earli to go to the farms wif my family and korkor Adran and his parents..

its been so long sice i last saw him wen i was i oso dono..he went to canada to study and work then so loong sia nv see him..he has grown fatter..haha..today we went to the vegetable farms at lim chu kang so boring sia..waste time then sia..then we went to sembwang to see the bottled trees and the fish ponds..

anyway today is NATIONAL DAY...wasted sia i nv go out watch fireworks..sian sia...

in the evening my cousin drove to ikea and we went to walk walk cos it was so boring...then we walk to giant and bought some food and stationery..the cashier did not charge my stationery sia and i was there so blur like sotong took quite a long time to pay her cos i at first gif her ten bucks then give her another one buck..in the end she ask me to gif her 5bucks..so blur sia me..i felt so gulty sia.

then one bloody blacky indian just push the trolley and rolled over my foot sia..fuck that black ass sia..don even have any manners so wad if u adult sia even police noe how to say sorry and excuse...fuck that blacky..idiots sia..

Me and Penguin

Group pic wif EDY, Lay Koon aka Fishball,

Penguin, vili, flying pig, Kangroo, Tin and ME

Me, Kok aka kangroo, Nick aka flying pig and Tin


Today is national day eve...went to school for two hours sian sia..after that wen to AMK Hub to watch Rush Hour 3 wif penguin, seartin, nick,vili and raymon..
we were at amk hub for around 5hours sia..so long
me and nick went to play initial4..difficult sia the game..i play until so noob sia..we watched the 3pm show.. went to eat first then went walk walk...i wan buy the new MAN U jersey sia but no money..
after that we went to watch the show...so long nv watch movie finali got time slot to watch..the show damn funny and nice to watch sia..its a must see movie and the chris tucker has grown fatter..hahaha...
after we went to vivo walk walk cos amk hub got nth to walk de..so we went to vivo and go see the scenery and relax ourselves..this few days stress sia got so many test and prelims are coming..omg..nid to chiong liao..i calld qian come meet us cos veri long nv see him liao..
after that i jiu went to parkway and had dinner wif my parents and uncles and aunties..

thats all...HOPE THAT MY DPA WILL BE APProved..and GET B3 FOR CHINESE!!

Today will be the opening day of my blog...but i wont be posting much as i hate to type alot.
it's be so long since i saw her..why am i still thinking of her? i tot i could give up and forget abt her but i just couldn't..why why why?

Am i still in love in her or wad? she changed quite a lot but its surprising anyway.. haha..expected to see her change.. Did i reali don noe the real her..? wad went wrong i didnt even noe.. but all i noe that i was at fault not to trust her..

Perhpas i have to move on wif my life and jus forget abt the past and her...as i knew that it will be impossible for us to get back together..oh wad the heck..

I nid to concentrate on my studies as she told me.. I MUST WORk and PLay anymore..
my result are getting worse..heLP!